Today during my break for lunch I was visited by some of my healed ancestors. They told me that what I was seeking ( in the crack between the worlds) was attainable as long as I stayed my course with their accompaniment. Like driving from point A to point B, and if I got off at the wrong exit I could still get to my point B as long as they were with me and I let them be in the back seat rather than have them be the driver, as that is my responsibility.